POOR ME..SCREW THAT!!

I am reminded again and again that LIFE is what you make it. I could sit and bitch about all the bad things that have happened in my life, but I make/made the choice to move forward and BE HAPPY! I have never wanted to be that person that sits with their head in thier hands and says "POOR ME POOR ME". I want to be that person that says ," Shit, I freaking fell on my ass but now its time for me get back up and dust my buttcheeks off."

I believe that I am a strong person..a person who allows myself to really FEEL all my emotions, I cry, I scream, I pout, I vent, I cuss, I laugh, I emote. I have always been, and to some extent I believe, that I will always be that person who will cry when someone else cries, call out someone who TRIES to make me feel less than human, laugh to the point where everyone in a 50 mile radius looks at me, love like tomorrow is my last, turn beet red (yes there are Skins who do this) when I am embarrassed, I am a slave to my emotions..all you have to do is look at my face to know what I am feeling. I believe that it takes someone truly strong to show what they feel..especially pain. Yes I admit, I have been in "pain" this past couple of weeks..but now the Rainbow is shining down on me..and yes my FRIENDS..I AM BACK!!!